Some Love for the Husbands

I swore I wouldn’t do it but here is a post about my husband.  We had a rough weekend.  Mainly Mother’s Day kind of sucked.  But I’m glad it sucked because since, things have gotten a whole lot better.  In my last post, you may have read a bit about the terror/love that is my youngest, Zook.  He exhausts an exorbitant amount of my energy lately with his tantrums, crying and all-around-pain-in-the- assness (yes, assness is totally a word).  The self-control I have to exert is so great that I haven’t had a ton of energy left over for anything else.  Including my husband.

Growing apart is strange.  It’s such a slow process yet, when you look back, it seems like you can’t really tell quite when things got to be this way.  And to be clear, I am not really sure I’d say that we grew apart I’d just say that we became a little distant.  I of course, so consumed with the insanity of dealing with my little monster, was clueless.

So we had a fight.  On Mother’s Day.  One of those fights that starts out over something so minute that you can’t really even put your finger on it but you wish it never happened because then the snowball starts to roll… It gets bigger… It seems to be rolling so quickly and become so dense that it’s nearly impossible to stop.  You know where I’m going with this, right?  My sweet, loving sensitive husband fessed up to his feelings and I felt horrible.

I thought that we just didn’t have time for each other right now and in a few years when this crazy amusement ride slows a bit, we would be able to talk again, spend time together again.  What we both learned was something you always hear from other people, you admit that it’s true but always think you’re doing enough: Relationships take work.  Living together, being permanent roommates, isn’t bad- it’s just not as much fun.  We need to create opportunities to spend time together, talk together and be a couple.  I knew this was important but I don’t think until this weekend, I realized just how essential it really is to being happy.

I already feel the shift.  We are working together, looking forward to spending time together, making plans for alone time.  We are sneaking smiles to each other midst the morning shuffle, flirting with each other.  It’s been two days and already, I feel we are back on track.  So as gradual as the shift to the dark side can be, this rerouting toward the light has taken place nearly instantly.  This man is truly my best friend and everything that I can’t be sometimes.  He knows me.  He knows what I need from him.  I know what he needs from me.  We needed the argument this weekend.

So not only do I feel better about us, I feel better about parenting together too.  Tonight, I was upstairs dealing with the kids, trying to get them to bed, no one was listening, one child was already asleep and if someone woke him up…  Just as I was about to beat some bitches up, hubby came up.  He touched me on my shoulder.  I got this.  You can go down.  In. Love.

We have changed.  We are growing together.  There is no one else I want to work this crazy gig with.

And we are having a Mother’s Day Do-Over next weekend.   Peace Mamas.

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15 thoughts on “Some Love for the Husbands

  1. It’s so great to hear this! Too many people just expect relationships to just WORK. They only work as well as the two people work towards it. I’m glad you guys are back on track!

  2. Why didn’t I think of this before – I need a Mother’s Day do-over too 🙂 Seems like it’s more common than you’d think!
    Glad things are working out for you both!

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  4. Awww…I’m so glad. I’ve only been married 11 months, and I already have seen just how much work goes into making a relationship work. I do think that holidays bring out the crazy in all of us. The “I got this. You can go down” part made me smile so much. A good husband is simply the best thing ever – you hold on to him and never let go! 🙂

    • Yes- he’s a keeper! Congrats to you on being married for nearly a year! Our first year of marriage was so much fun. We decided to get pregnant after our first anniversary so we could focus on US. It was wonderful. You’re encroaching on that mile marker… Time to get to baby-making 😉 Thanks for reading!

  5. I’m so happy for you! Marriage absolutely takes work, and a lot of it! I love the flirting and secret kisses/touches. You have to keep the sexiness there, even if it’s between tantrums! 😉

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